tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80553506694453139392024-03-28T10:40:05.286-07:00Road And Sky - Or How did I get here?-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.comBlogger70125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-90391606704853758352020-03-06T08:27:00.002-08:002020-03-06T08:29:01.732-08:00Corona Virus (*OR* - Who is getting paid?)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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No pharma is going to do anything to put themselves out of business. </div>
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This may be a legit thing and probably is, but remember H1N1? Seems oddly familiar. </div>
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I am posting an image of something hand delivered to my door this morning. </div>
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-9778158757822649042020-03-02T10:53:00.002-08:002020-03-02T10:53:33.280-08:00Here We Are, X (*Or* Water And Bridges continued)<b>Here I am again. </b><br />
<b>Funny how it always comes back to journals.</b><br />
<b>Depression is heavy today. <br />So many thoughts and focuses. None of which give me the warm fuzzies.</b><br />
<b><br />Much of what I feel I dare not say.</b><br />
<b>I think that is enough for now lest I say something I will regret even more that I regret what I have already written.</b><br />
<b>03/02/2020 01:49.09 PM (From my personal journal)</b>-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-67555396000165383752018-05-21T16:50:00.000-07:002019-06-08T21:26:53.335-07:00The Close and The Closer<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<b>What does it mean when someone comes to you and tells you someone else has said negative things about you but claims to love you when the person telling you this does the same thing?</b></h3>
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<b>What relationships have you experienced where a secret was not a secret for long?</b><b><br />Who can you trust that when you tell them something that it will go no further?</b><b><br />Are you the friend/relative/stranger that can keep a confidence?</b></h4>
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<i>My uncle used to make a joke that said:</i><br />
<b><i>"(Random Person) was talking about you but I took up for you."</i></b><br />
<b><i>"They said you ate $h|+ sandwiches and I told them you didn't because you didn't like bread. You're welcome."</i></b><br />
<br />-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-53487266152170464152018-04-27T10:41:00.000-07:002018-10-09T06:36:42.544-07:00Love Is Strange<h2 style="text-align: center;">
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Do you ever wish you're not so tender hearted? You make yourself a goat when you are.<br />
Do you ever think it isn't what you started? You'd be better off afloat and afar.<br />
<b>Love is strange. Love is real. Love is mystery. Remember how you feel.</b><br />
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Do you ever look at things a different way? You step back from the edge and stare.<br />
Do you ever talk about what made you say you wish that you could make it all a dare?<br />
<b>Love is strange. Love is real. Love is mystery. Remember how you feel.</b><br />
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<b><i>Too many words make things complicated. I'm emasculated.</i></b><br />
<b><i>Not enough words make things complicated. I'm eviscerated. </i></b><br />
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Do you ever hear the words I was trying to say? I'm not surprised at what you hear.<br />
Do you ever taste the feelings that I try to convey? I want to be your love and not your peer.<br />
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<a href="https://showmegodslove.blogspot.com/2017/07/a-prayer-for-those-whove-lost-love-one.html" target="_blank">Show Me God's Love: A Prayer For Those Who've Lost A Loved One</a></div>
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-66899713707776285602017-07-29T09:21:00.001-07:002017-07-29T09:50:41.292-07:00Toilet Paper (*OR* Better Than sliced bread)<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">I think until those issues are ironed out, it would be wise to at least take this issue serious enough to make sure whatever happens, we are not putting people in danger. </span></div>
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-33515239945654478222017-07-17T18:25:00.001-07:002017-07-17T18:30:57.808-07:00"They've Had A Elluva Time..."<div style="text-align: center;">
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-9252556309633856352017-07-16T13:35:00.000-07:002017-07-16T13:35:02.798-07:00Chuck Missler - Ten Monuments of Prehistory<div style="text-align: center;">
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-17671928016987714462017-07-15T13:34:00.001-07:002017-07-16T12:02:52.302-07:00See The World!! (*OR* -How To Approach The Bible Dr Michael S Heiser)<div style="text-align: center;">
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-8510446625129311392017-07-15T13:32:00.000-07:002017-07-16T11:53:51.803-07:00The end...sort of... Part 1 (*OR* - That sucked...What do you want to do now?)<h2>
The End...Sort of...Part 1 of ?-</h2>
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I have finished the last of my journals I have kept time immemorial and realized how much I was avoiding it.</div>
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I have kept both electronic and handwritten versions; mixing and matching along the way. </div>
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Stops and starts galore for various reasons.</div>
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The point of keeping them evades me still. I know how and why it started, but I've no idea why it persisted.</div>
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I would stop many times because I was censoring myself.</div>
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My musician and poet friends will understand my getting tired of the frame of mind things I would write would become regular and stale to me. I began to sound like a broken record, for those of us who understand what that means.</div>
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Some was censorship because I didn't want someone to violate my privacy at the time and see what I was really thinking.</div>
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Looking back, that was wise.</div>
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It will probably be that way if I write more in the future.</div>
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Right now, I don't know.</div>
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I am just a guy named Lance, Just L.</div>
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I consumed goods and services, and fertilized the soil.</div>
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I hope that I will not die as I have lived.</div>
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Alone, unloved, depressed, disappointed, and sad.</div>
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Mom and Dad tried nonetheless.</div>
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Many good people in my life.</div>
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Unfortunately, more blood sucking leeches than life giving well-springs.</div>
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I have been pushed off of a bridge, attempted to be drowned, buried my Dad and my Sis.</div>
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I've dreamed big and fallen short, settled for less but strived for the more, accepted my failures and asked forgiveness.</div>
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My love net is wide for those brave and confident enough to accept it.</div>
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I've had hope it would be reciprocated.</div>
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I've saved a life and spread the Gospel to many.</div>
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I taught my kids about God and learned that even what I did wasn't enough.</div>
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I worked hard. I rooted hog.</div>
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My life was supposed to be without regrets, but I don't think that was realistic. I think it was stupid young boy idealism.</div>
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Funny. My Dad never accused me of that one!</div>
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Well, for now, and until next time, if there is one, </div>
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-Just L.</div>
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-63564111268751050012017-07-15T13:30:00.000-07:002017-07-16T11:53:51.774-07:00Secrets Of The OT? (*OR* - More revisionist History(tm)?)<div style="text-align: center;">
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-25673631131493791722017-07-15T13:28:00.000-07:002017-07-16T11:53:51.597-07:00I say, "love style" you say,"walk-a-mile" (*OR* Let's Call The Whole Thing Off!)<div style="text-align: center;">
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<b><i><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">A great beginning and insight for anyone who want to remain in, begin, or prevent the end of a relationship.</span></i></b></h3>
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-21822150879536385462017-07-15T13:26:00.000-07:002017-07-16T11:53:51.581-07:00The Red Cross *OR* No Prayer Allowed! See the Manager...<div style="text-align: center;">
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-6161842213084871762017-07-15T13:25:00.000-07:002017-07-16T12:09:46.099-07:00IGN - 6 Actors We Think Could Play Shazam - The Superhero Show<div style="text-align: center;">
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-39452259431842854332017-05-06T18:22:00.001-07:002017-07-16T11:53:51.620-07:00Repost - Discourse, MLK, and today's social movements<h2 style="text-align: center;"><strong><img style="vertical-align: middle; border: 1px solid black;" src="http://www.findingdulcinea.com/docroot/dulcinea/fd_images/news/on-this-day/March-April-08/On-this-Day--Martin-Luther-King-Jr--Assassinated-in-Memphis/news/0/image.jpg" alt="MLK Jr. Memphis, April 4, 1968" width="456" height="270" /></strong></h2>
<h2 style="text-align: center;"><strong>It seems people have forgotten the complaints some years back from American companies that the universities were producing graduates that were not ready or able to take on the responsibilities of the jobs they needed to fill.</strong></h2>
<p>As we look at safe spaces and violent protests bordering on riot, we have to ask the question, Are our universities doing what they are paid to do?</p>
<h3><em><strong>Each time I see people wanting to stifle free speech and some even ASKING for martial law, I have to wonder what they are being taught.</strong></em></h3>
<p>Good debate has always been part of my friendships and what has caused me and I hope some of them to change opinions about things we debated on.</p>
<p><strong>Now, you can't even get a discussion going without epithets, un-friendings, mass vituprious statements and worse, Bad manners.</strong></p>
<h3><strong> Is this a train we want to ride to its obvious end? </strong></h3>
<h3>Maybe it is time to wake up and see why Martin Luther King, Jr was destined to die.</h3>
<p>His approach was dangerous to the very people who stir the pot of hatred and distrust and discontent. </p>
<h2><em><span style="color: #000000; background-color: #ffff00;"><strong>He stood for drawing people to his side through non-violence and exchange of ideas and information. </strong></span></em></h2>
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<h3><strong>Apparently this was more dangerous to the power structure than a bunch of people using dissatisfaction as a reason to harm people and property, and a good excuse to act like asses.</strong></h3>-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-24753016008670429972017-02-15T19:38:00.001-08:002017-07-16T11:53:51.590-07:00If love was gas, I'd be running on empty (OR Excuse me Jackson Browne)<div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="270" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/a_iIQa8MIZ0" width="480"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;">This is a throwback for me. I really lost it when my Flames left the ATL for Calgary. That's about all I should say about this until I can find the right/write/rite words.</div><div style="text-align: center;">-----------------------</div><div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the heartache, the move out date</div><div style="text-align: center;">Excuses for my friends</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the reasons I have to justify</div><div style="text-align: center;">It was better in the end</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the last time I'm gonna kiss you</div><div style="text-align: center;">The first night sleeping alone</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the hardest thing</div><div style="text-align: center;">We've ever known</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Well, I know that you're sleeping</div><div style="text-align: center;">I can always hear you breathe</div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't you think it's about time that we talked?</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">I hear you've got a bad feeling and I feel, I do agree</div><div style="text-align: center;">And I know how hard it is to be the easiest thing to love</div><div style="text-align: center;">And making love will never mean enough</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">So here comes the heartache, the move out date</div><div style="text-align: center;">Excuses for my friends</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the reasons I have to justify</div><div style="text-align: center;">It was better in the end</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the last time I'm gonna kiss you</div><div style="text-align: center;">And the first night eating alone</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the hardest thing</div><div style="text-align: center;">We've ever known</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">You went away for the weekend</div><div style="text-align: center;">So we can figure some things out</div><div style="text-align: center;">How the hell did it ever come to blows?</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Some people find happiness</div><div style="text-align: center;">Others are happy to find one more reason</div><div style="text-align: center;">Not to ever give love or give it in return</div><div style="text-align: center;">No, you can't lose fire when there's nothing left to burn</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">So here comes the heartache, the move out date</div><div style="text-align: center;">Excuses for my friends</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the reasons I have to justify</div><div style="text-align: center;">It was better in the end</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the last time I'm gonna kiss you</div><div style="text-align: center;">And the first night drinking alone</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here comes the hardest thing</div><div style="text-align: center;">We've ever known</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">All I wanted to do</div><div style="text-align: center;">Was do what you wanted, needed</div><div style="text-align: center;">But that never did much for me in the end</div><div style="text-align: center;">All that we've gotta do is wait it out</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">So this is the heartache, the move out date</div><div style="text-align: center;">Excuses for my friends</div><div style="text-align: center;">These are the reasons I have to justify</div><div style="text-align: center;">It was better in the end</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">This is the last time I'm gonna kiss you</div><div style="text-align: center;">And the first night eating alone</div><div style="text-align: center;">This is the hardest thing, this is the hardest thing</div><div style="text-align: center;">This is the hardest thing we've ever known</div><br /><br />
<div class="verse" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Well, I know that you're sleeping</div><div style="text-align: center;">I can always hear you breathe</div><br /><br />
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It seems people have forgotten the complaints some years back from American companies that the universities were producing graduates that were not ready or able to take on the responsibilities of the jobs they needed to fill.</h3>
As we look at safe spaces and violent protests bordering on riot, we have to ask the question, Are our universities doing what they are paid to do?<br />
Each time I see people wanting to stifle free speech and some even ASKING for martial law, I have to wonder what they are being taught.<br />
Good debate has always been part of my friendships and what has caused me and I hope some of them to change opinions about things we debated on.<br />
Now, you can't even get a discussion going without epithets, un-friendings, mass vituprious statements and worse, Bad manners.<br />
Is this a train we want to ride to its obvious end?<br />
<i>Maybe it is time to wake up and see why Martin Luther King, Jr was destined to die.</i><br />
<b>His approach was dangerous to the very people who no stir the pot of hatred and distrust and discontent</b>.<br />
<b><i>He stood for drawing people to his side through non-violence and exchange of ideas and information.</i></b><br />
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<b><i>Apparently this was more dangerous to the power structure than a bunch of people using dissatisfaction as a reason to harm people and property, and a good excuse to act like asses.</i></b>-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-17777644160529284992016-12-02T09:15:00.001-08:002017-07-16T11:53:51.577-07:00Gray Beard<h2>Sometimes my thoughts are like that singular gray hair in my beard. </h2>
<h2>No big deal, but it is so out of place comparatively that it gnaws at me.</h2>
<h2>Not about age, death, or whatever. Just out of place </h2>
<h2>Some of my thoughts are just like that.</h2>
<h2> Angels and loved ones gone on to the Lord; Maybe God doesn't cause events in our lives, but it is possible that when they happen He allows the aforementioned to look in on how we react. We know there are Watchers. We know that because the Bible brings them up from time to time.</h2>
<h2>Why are we so interesting a creation to God's other creations? </h2>
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<h2> The other side or this; No sorrow or tears in Heaven. How could our loved ones be watching our suffering and have joy?</h2>
<h2>Maybe there is sorrow. The Bible says God will wipe away every tear. </h2>
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<h2> The gray hair in my beard just became a few more.</h2>
<h2>I hope that makes sense. This is an example, not a theology or doctrinal exposition. Thank you for your indulgence.</h2>-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-36678568855676616482016-11-01T00:27:00.001-07:002017-07-16T12:04:35.448-07:00Road OR Sky? The answer may surprise you.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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10/31/2016<br />
Jesse,<br />
Thought I'd add this note to the rest of the stuff put in front of you. I hope things are as well as can be expected in such circumstances.<br />
I am and always have been an "old soul" as people have told me. Don't confuse that with an old salt...Which I may be...but who knows. Certainly, I do not.<br />
The days are downing me as this month closes out. It always does, and I always do. The rain has fallen harder this year. Why?<br />
The thing I think about it right now is that before I had what amounted to delusions of hope for a change instead of being satisfied with just having hope.<br />
Through my life, I always had that feeling that things would change for the benefit of the things I was believing and hoping for. Youthful bliss really is ignorance and not the other way around.<br />
I think much is left unsaid about unfulfilled hopes and dreams being a major factor in depression. I think this is true because the things they are built on were wrong in the first place.<br />
How bad would it suck to have built the Ark only to find out at the end it wouldn't float? All those years of working and believing...Gone. Depression would not have begun to describe. Say that he left out a detail that would have made all the difference and was only able to realize it once he was ass deep in water.<br />
I'm feeling it.<br />
How would those counting on him treat him once they realized it wasn't going to be as planned? Another Mrs. Job pep talk?!Desert him?<br />
Say they survived in spite of it all.His name would become "Noah the Lonah".<br />
I miss you Jesse. I miss what I've lived my life believing about you.<br />
I miss the same thing about other people in my life.<br />
The difference you ask?<br />
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I still believe it about you.<br />
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I love you Jesse.<br />
-You older brother<br />
Frank.<br />
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<u><span style="font-size: x-large;">Starr's Birthday 10/06/1972 - 10/06/2016</span></u></h2>
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This is not meant to be a book about my sister's life. It is merely a reflection on things now that she has been gone for over a year. I could write a book; There is no interest outside of myself and maybe my mother. The critics would eat me alive.</h3>
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In place of that I have decided to write the equivalent of a magazine article hitting some of what I will call "hot spots" about my sister. I hope it is worth the reader's time.<br />This is important to me because I want everyone to know that does not; My sister's life mattered. It mattered to her mother, her daughter, her family, and many others.</h3>
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My sister was born in late 1972. I had petitioned my parents for her and they obliged me. Starr and I grew up in as normal an environment as one could expect in the southern US when only four years had passed since RFK and MLK Jr. had been assassinated.<br />We moved around over the years but always within the Solid South. Hooray.</h3>
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We fought like I imagine most siblings did and she contracted mom and dad to fortify her side of the wars and my younger sister Carman was born. The battle of the sexes, seventies style, was on.<br />As we matured and moved on into our adolescent years, music became not only a conjoiner but also a separator in many ways.<br />I remember now many artists Starr turned me onto that I balked on at first. Jackson Browne, Cinderella, Joe Jackson, and others. I now think very fondly of the music we shared between us and I must admit I have my own Starr playlists I have created.</h3>
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In mid-late 2015, Starr and I had been talking music in depth on the phone. She lived in Oklahoma, and I could write book about that. The thing I will focus on is our conversations about music for now.<br />She was planning to attend a concert in Oklahoma for her birthday. Def Leppard, Journey, and she mentioned members of Bad Company but I don't know if that was confirmed or just what she was told.<br />She was so excited, and I was excited for her. Her partner, later her accused murderer was loud and sounded drunk as he overbearingly spoke while I was having this conversation with my sister. It was his usual.<br />Starr and I were discussing a song by Van Halen, "And The Cradle Will Rock", as he bellowed over and over how it was not Van Halen but Europe (Carrie, The Final Countdown) that sang and made popular the song in question. <br />Starr, trying to minimize conflict, and now looking back, possibly save herself (another) beating at the hands of the Native American Alcoholics Anonymous meeting leader. <br />She failed.</h3>
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Before you decide to get pissy, I didn't kill anyone. Nor do I give a Tinker's damn about their race. His race is murderer. Period.<br />I mention his heritage for the point of telling you this. </h3>
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The FBI did what the FBI does and the case was dropped. The Osage Nation (A Native American reservation in Osage County Oklahoma) decided to charge him tribally. If successful, he will get possibly one year in prison for (his second) murder.</h3>
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<a href="http://tulsaworld.com/" target="_blank">Murderer Info</a><br />Look for Thomas Mongraine Eaves, and/or Starr L. Pennington.</h3>
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Starr was my little sister.</h3>
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She was two years younger.</h3>
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She was the most talented person I've known.</h3>
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She loved large.</h3>
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She was a woman of many strong emotions.</h3>
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She always believed things were getting better as long as she tried.</h3>
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She was the most loyal woman, save my mother, I've ever known.</h3>
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She suffered emotionally and physically at the hands of that man. (Factual)</h3>
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It is hard to think of two middle aged people as little kids, but once we were.</h3>
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We were so damned little.</h3>
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We believed so strongly.</h3>
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We made promises to each other, we cursed each other out, we fought like gangs, and we loved like tomorrow didn't exist.</h3>
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She was my sister.</h3>
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My little sister.</h3>
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She was my friend, and I loved her.</h3>
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He killed her.</h3>
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If you have any natural pigment in your skin, you owe it to yourself to read this...Before you vote in November.</h2>
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-Just L.✝http://www.blogger.com/profile/16068266863676642180noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055350669445313939.post-26505801669475156042016-09-11T23:30:00.000-07:002017-07-16T12:07:07.413-07:00Lance's Journal (Partial) 09-11-20169/11/2016 ...a book called "Stories I Only Tell My Friends"-Ron Lowe. The first of it sounds like your bro. I am enjoying this very much.<br />
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Date:9/11/2016 Time: 07:09:28 P Name:Lance<br />
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Based on Today: Rev 4<br />
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=REV+4%3A1-5&version=NIV<br />
1.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>Which verses stand out to you the most?<br />
Verses 1-5. The Lampstands. The Get up here. The rapture.<br />
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2.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>How can you apply the wisdom to your own life from that verse(s)<br />
I can boldy proclaim the pre-trib rapture based on the definition of the lampstands in the first three chapters<br />
3.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>What could you be happy about if you wanted to?<br />
That my mom has been spared for not only her benefit...But mine as well.<br />
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4.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>What could you be proud about if you wanted to?<br />
That god has put it in my heart to serve and to desire to serve.<br />
I even thanked him for this today.<br />
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5.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>What could you be thankful about if you wanted to?<br />
The same answer as number 3. ...That important.<br />
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6.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>What could you be excited about if you wanted to?<br />
My son having his own place again and life going in a positive direction for him. (Dx3)<br />
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7.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>What action did you/will you take that really matters today?<br />
Send love via text to not only those I have good feelings about, but also to those I do not.<br />
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8.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>Who could use a genuine kind word or some real love from you today? (Can be more than one person)<br />
The same as question 7 (including...) not limited too and not necessarily ill feelings towards.<br />
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9.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>What is one thing you wish someone else knew about you that you feel that no one or not many people know?<br />
That I am recovering from a total nervous breakdown and life paradigm shift.<br />
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Notes/Follow Up:<br />
Rob Lowe's book is amazing and I am enjoying the journey. I need to gather more of his work including the show "The West Wing" which I have never watched.<br />
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